December 2009
19 posts
Jeffs comeing over here at 5:30.
and ive never been so fucking terrifed.
and i cant WAIT to get this terrible year done with.
Anddd…
me and ally are doing a paradoy snuggie commerical.
and were putting a life size barbie in one, and pushing it off the roof.
I love your coconut smell.
I love your car.
I love when you say you love me.
I love your drumming.
I love how you smile when you look at me
I love how you keep me warm
I love how im seeing you tomorrow @ 5:30 just because you want to see me.
I love how i love you.
I hate that you made me cry tonight.
I Hate that your so confuseing.
I hate this age diference.
I hate our parents
I hate...
Dear everyone;;
so. you probably dont give a shit
but.
Ive had depression for like. forever.
and counseling did shit for me, cause they DONT care.
so. im in the process of seaking actual people who know what this is like.
and right now im F.A.I.L.I.N.G.
because. right now. i cant take this feeling anymore.
and bring me thread at 9:00 at night. twice. and drive a van and then later on blow me off. and then break my heart. and then make plans to come over at 5:30 the next day to tell me hes back inlove with me.
hes comeing over at 5:30 tomorrow.
i know ill cry. and he’ll hold me.
but i have no idea what hes doing. and why things went so shitty today and why he did everything he did and i was...
I look for certin things in guys.
smiles,laughs,caring& just being there.
but every motherfucker out there is a douchelord.
who doesnt know how to treat a girl right.
or maybe its me
really. maybe its me?
“It all keeps adding up, i think im cracking up”
– Green Day
Hi im emma atlantic.
i give in.
im melo dramatic
i cut
i talk loudly
im insane
i dont care
i complain
i waste time
i forgot to do stuff
im in therapy, and it does NOTHING for me.
im alone
im destroyed.
and.
worst of all
EVERYONE always has to be worried that im going to kill myself.
I NEED TO STOP DATING GUYS IN BANDS.
im in therapy for many reasons.
i spent most of tonight cutting and crying myself into dases.
At kissmas bash...
I scored so much ass!
i got hit on
i got whislted at
hell, this abercrombie model looking boy got my number.
i love life. <3
meeeoww.
Ahh!
Im going to Newyorkcity in a few hours with my bestfriend Ally!
anyone else ever beeeen there?
“were fish. we drown”
– James Dean <3
At 10 tonight I will be on a bus to New York City...
(via allyxanesthetic)
WITH ME!
im sooo excited.
<3
Write me just one more song i can slit my wrists to.